I have been avoid go to church for a while. Last time I went to any church was at last June. I even have hard time to pick up the Bible or to praying to Lord. I have been feel like I do have something heavy like if as backpack on my back so I can't bend to pick up the Bible. I keep on believe that I can pray to Lord any time that I want to but I was wrong. I can't pray to Lord because my heart become harder. I'm become blind to Lord's blessing. I'm now start to suffering with my depression and I believe that I'm worthless. Even I tried to seek for help from people to support me with depression. But, I keep on to hitting the wall. I'm realized that Lord have been tried to get my attention to see that He been waiting for me with his open arms. I hope that I will find a strength to return to Him again. I am ache for his love. Please, could you praying for my strength to surrender myself to Lord. Thank you for your moral supports.
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